TEASASSA...

 ...okay a constant, omnipotent, ominous force in this young girl's life.


I do not know how often i stress i love college, if we subtract the foolish weekdays and all the tedious work , college is just a huge orgy melting pot of people from different places who different things in the same place. HAHA, so I realized that i can write a book, I think tooo damn much anyway so why not get paid for all of this intellect. Hmmm...Emerson did it, I can to, i am a philosopher.

Going to the ball tonight; seeing wyclef jean perform in a few hours; have not yet started my paper, soo effed right now!


shoutout to the amazing people I met last night; I got a new best friend from canada and all other walks of life. Umm, yep, checking out.

later dolls.

I don't hate you.

 I Just hate everything you've done
and more so everything you haven't
I never wanted what I couldn't have forever
I cannot feel halfway.

so TUESDAY, hmm...i feel as BLAH as the gray sky, I'm gonna listen to THE FRAY.


P.S do not eat children, they are our future!

Sunday, Serene...

YAY sunday, restful day.
impending doom of monday=/ boo.

Yes, just thought I'd make that clear.

BYE.

YOU'RE RUDE...

Listen, I don't know, maybe I have stupid written across my forehead for real, cus people always tend to think they're pulling one over on me. I legitimately don't care about anybody unless like ur madd close to me. SO dont feel sorry for me if you wanna go on act rude, I'm not crying but I feel like there's just certain things you shouldn't do. lol. People have gotten me mistaken for the wrong person. I feel like I treat people with a certain level of respect, and if you dont want to do the same, that's absolutely ok, and if not kick rocks. AN example of this week's rudeness: Like if you're gonna call my phone five times in one day, when I hit up, DO NOT ask me who I am, who are you son?? you called me! haha, little things like that seriously annoy me. BTW, this is not directed at anyone specifically, it's just another issue  I have with this world and its inhabitants HAHA. and at the end of the day, keep it as real as possible, i respect that and being rude never helped anybody, so stop it, for your sake, for my sake, and for the betterment of this beautiful world. Kay, CIAO.

Sincerely,
Addy

We are all scared

Essentially none of us know exactly why things work the way they work, or happen the way they do. We are all scared and as pattern seeking beings, we feel it is up to us to connect the dots, to tie the loose strings, to find reasons as to why things happen. Some of us attribute life's occurrences to the grand design, some of us think that a mere scientific investigation could give us concrete explanations for almost everything, frankly i have no idea. All I know is that most of my greatest accomplishments have come out of adversity. And though I am not advocating pain of any sort, I am stressing that we can't get so mad about things that are beyond our control, but we can control the things we get mad about. Under no circumstance or measure is life fair, and I know it's cliche to suggest looking at someone else's situations to realize and appreciate your life (no matter how imperfect), but seriously I urge you to do so. I've seen too much shit out there for me to ever question why my life is the way it is. I couldn't tell you why people are fucked up or why they do fucked up things, but I can make sure that I am not one of them. So although a lot of things in regards to life are far beyond my control, I am and I will continue to be responsible for actions and hold myself accountable to my beliefs. I personally, do not live in fear of the after life, but I live in gratitude of my current.

addy