what's love got to do with...anything?

This may sound completely arrogant, but I would argue perceptive:
I KNOW PEOPLE TOO WELL
& Then occasionally there comes those who are in fact unpredictable, exciting, complex and multi-dimensional. These are the people that I often tend to enjoy.




The worst part about love:

• you become an irrational mess, your whole life controlled by your infected heart, your mind obsolete, in many ways you are crippled.
• reason no longer works. You try, but all you see is yellow (the GAYEST --i mean happy) color manifesting in roses and stupid ass tulips everywhere you look!
• finally, all good things have stipulations. Love is ephemeral ...it falters but unfortunately it's unconditional. You cant help but remember why you fell in love even if the bad times were really bad. You dwell on memories of yesterday and it's the hardest thing to let go but sometimes and most times you have to, unless it will break you.

Truthfully:

I have been in love, and I know it's love and not lust. I know because you can let go of lust and easily replace it, but love man, that shit is relentless. It makes you do stupid things, think stupidly and you just seem to never let it go. But my advice, is to never let it control you. Women tend to be a lot a more in tune with their emotions and so they know what is good and what is not follow it cuz its all u have. & know that its okay to love someone and its ok if its hard to let go, but there is a reason why people are not in your lives anymore.

But then, there are those exceptions. The people who make their way back into your lives, but I serious warn you not to dwell on that. These are rare really rare. & in order to move forward you have to open yourself up to the possibilities. At the end of the day dolls, you're much stronger than you think. Everything is a lesson and please appreciate it. Cuz sometimes you have to see how badd things can get b4 can truly appreciate all that you have.

Hmm...i may change the tone of this blog, its kind of sappy and super personal but abstract all in one. I want to talk about less sap and more substance! ...but def sap too lol,

LATER DOLLS!

dedicated to Ari. My biggest fan lol